willow in poem

I wonder how is it like Afterlife

I wonder how is it like Afterlife,
Will there be light?
I wonder at day and still wonder at night,
Will darkness get more darker?
Will stars shine like they do now
Or will they get brighter?
Will it be warm? or will it be cold?
Or will i feel nothing and never grow old?
Will i be rooted to the universe and still flow?
Will i still be living and can never know?
Without this flesh and bone;
Will i be all alone?
Will i still envy anything?
Will i still run after money and gold?
Or this whole world and eternity is just thoughts i hold?
Sun stays the same but i keep getting old,
Though i keep questioning myself,
Something i cannot help;
But i don’t get any answers,
Is this the way of the universe telling me that a question can’t answer itself?..

Hope

I’ve found a hope
Now i’m on the way, on the road

There is endless ocean infront,
And i’ve found a broken boat,

I can see the coming strom,
Gotta go through it all alone,
Only this broken boat nothing else to hold.

I won’t fall,
I’m gonna keep holding on,
Cause i just don’t wanna be dead and gone,
So No matter what i’m moving on,

Now i can see the burning sun over the horizon,
And i’ve found myself,
Now life seems to be more fun.

Everthing that reminds me of you is just a pain

Everything that reminds me of you is gonna change into pain
Pain and only pain
Thinking too much already tired brain
The more i’m gazing the more i’m falling into this darkness
Damaged soul in the dark
Your love is the only spark
Even in the dark with your soul i could thrive
Or without you i could let my loneliness eat me alive
It’s okay even if you forget me
Feel free and
Grow new branches like a green tree